I'm not sure whether or not the reason matches my true nature, but I somehow feel as though I'm becoming a masochist.
In this sort of situation.
It's this terrible submissiveness.
That actually led to our relationship.
Together, it "seems we're created."
And the illusion of an "upbrining" starts, it hasn't been long since then.
Then, I finally realized that the fortress that I put up is gradually being crushed, little shy little.
However, I cannot fathom a way out.