Amnart, my love!!!! Thank you so very much for your letter!!! Do you
know how much I miss you? Do you know how much I need you???? You made
a hurricane in my soul and I am so happy to meet online such a
wonderful man as you are! I truly hope that you will not stay online
but will appear in my real life in the nearest future!! Do you want
this too? I want you to know that each of your letter is extremely
precious to me but today this one is even much more precious for me
because it can be your last letter for me for an uncertain time:(((
I do not remember if I told you or not I had to pay 5 usd per each
letter for you to be translated including a lot of photos. I did my
best to pay for it as longer as I could but now all my savings and my
last salary is over already and I have no idea what to do:( Because of
the critical situation in my country I have not received my salary for
almost three month already:((( We have a war here and people hardly
have money for food:(( So I really have not a single dollar to pay for
the translations:( Amnart, please advice me what to do!!!!!! How can
we keep the contact??? May be you can help me to pay for several
letters???? I know may be this request of mine will sound strange
because we have not met in person yet but you really became a
important part of my life and I do not want to stay without you for a
single day!!! Please help me to pay for at least several letter,
darling!!! I will be extremely grateful to you! I am sure the
situation will get better in my place soon and I will be able to
afford the translations but now because of the war here I can not
afford it and I would appreciate your help very very much!!!
So I do not know what to do, I do not have the passport to come to you
for a meeting right now. How can we meet??:( We need to keep our
contact till the time we will be able to meet in person! I will try to
make the passport as sooner as possible!!! I do not have also any
access to the computer with Internet so we could write through Google
or something like that, I do not have a computer at home as you know:(
I truly hope you will give me an advice and we will be able to keep
our contact!!! Please write me soon, darling!!! I need you with me!!!
I am waiting for your answer!! Hope still yours Ksenia with kisses