just give me a pill...
00:36:44:18 00:36:48:10 ...give me a shot, l don't know,
give me a lobotomy.
00:36:48:10 00:36:52:00 lnstant gratification has worked
so well for you in the past.
00:36:52:02 00:36:54:05 Just take it easy and keep it simple.
00:36:54:20 00:36:57:05 l am so tired by the way
you people talk.
00:36:57:08 00:36:59:22 ''One day at a time.'' What is that?
00:37:00:00 00:37:02:00 Two, three days at a time
is an option?
00:37:02:02 00:37:04:20 l don't need the Romper Room
bullshit. l need....
00:37:04:22 00:37:05:20 What are you doing?
00:37:06:00 00:37:09:10 lt's a therapeutic tool.
You leave me no choice.
00:37:12:10 00:37:15:00 Betty, you gotta get me
a new roommate. He stinks.
00:37:15:02 00:37:17:12 l don't know
if he's just eating beef...
00:37:17:15 00:37:20:00 ...and secreting ketones
out of every pore--
00:37:20:02 00:37:22:12 We're gonna come back to this.
l'm gonna be back.
00:37:22:15 00:37:25:02 We're in each other's lives, okay?
00:37:25:02 00:37:29:00 Gwen, did you get a sign?
''Confront me if l don't ask for help.''
00:37:30:02 00:37:32:05 What kind of help
you looking for exactly?
00:37:36:10 00:37:39:20 Okay, Traci.
l want you to tell your mom:
00:37:40:12 00:37:44:20 ''When you do drugs,
this is what happens.'' Okay?
00:37:46:05 00:37:50:08 When you do drugs, you don't do
any fun stuff like you used to.
00:37:51:00 00:37:53:12 Be specific, Traci. What was fun?
00:37:54:12 00:37:57:15 Well, when you play games with us
and do puzzles.
00:37:57:18 00:37:59:05 That was fun.
00:38:04:22 00:38:06:02 l have an idea.
00:38:13:02 00:38:15:02 Tell your mom
about the drawing, Darnell.
00:38:15:05 00:38:19:08 lt's of me and Traci home
late at night, and Mom's not there.
00:38:19:08 00:38:22:15 Tell your mom how that makes you feel
when she's not there.
00:38:23:02 00:38:24:05 Worried.
00:38:25:20 00:38:27:00 Scared.
00:38:27:02 00:38:28:05 Great.
00:38:28:08 00:38:29:20 Man! Not again.
00:38:30:00 00:38:30:20 I don't know.
00:38:30:22 00:38:32:00 Mom, wake up.
00:38:32:05 00:38:33:05 I don't know.
00:38:33:08 00:38:34:08 Mom?
00:38:35:22 00:38:37:00 Hello, wake up!
00:38:37:05 00:38:38:22 Sad, I guess.
00:38:40:15 00:38:41:10 Lonely.
00:38:42:18 00:38:44:08 -Hello?
-No reactions.
00:38:46:08 00:38:47:02 l have an idea.
00:38:51:00 00:38:52:15 -She's fine.
-She's up.
00:38:53:08 00:38:54:18 Bye.
00:38:56:10 00:38:58:08 Hey, hey, what do you know?
00:38:58:20 00:39:01:08 Pills and booze have got to go!
00:39:01:12 00:39:04:02 Hey, hey, what do you say?
00:39:04:05 00:39:07:22 Sober is the only way!
00:39:14:10 00:39:15:22 Good night, Eddie.
00:39:21:10 00:39:23:08 Wait for me!
00:39:23:10 00:39:24:20 -Beat you!
-Girls!
00:39:24:22 00:39:25:18 What?
00:39:25:22 00:39:27:22 -Aunt Helen, why are you here?
-Where's Mom?
00:39:28:02 00:39:31:22 l'm just gonna be straight with you.
Your mother has passed.
00:39:31:22 00:39:34:10 Just slap her real hard
and she'll wake up.
00:39:36:20 00:39:42:02 This'II onIy be for a whiIe untiI we
figure out something more permanent.
00:39:44:08 00:39:47:20 -HeIIo?
-Hey, it's me. Gwen.
00:39:47:20 00:39:51:05 Well, l know which ''me'' it is.
What is it?
00:39:51:10 00:39:53:05 Let me guess. You need money.
00:39:53:08 00:39:57:15 -l'm not giving you any more money.
-LiI, I don't need money.
00:39:57:15 00:40:00:08 -lt's different this time.
-I'm gIad to hear it.
00:40:00:10 00:40:03:15 Whatever happened to our
fun-and-friendly sister rapport?
00:40:03:18 00:40:05:15 l don't know. You tell me.
00:40:12:22 00:40:16:18 Look, they make you....
They're having a family week.
00:40:16:18 00:40:17:18 What?
00:40:18:02 00:40:20:00 Family sessions.
00:40:20:15 00:40:24:10 They work with us for a few days,
teach us how to talk to each other...
00:40:24:12 00:40:27:00 ...and then supervise
an actual conversation.
00:40:27:02 00:40:28:20 You want me to come there?
00:40:29:15 00:40:32:05 They make you ask somebody,
so it's either you or Aunt Helen.
00:40:32:08 00:40:34:18 So let me get this straight.
00:40:35:00 00:40:39:08 You screw up, and then l'm supposed
to drop everything in my life?
00:40:39:08 00:40:42:22 They can schedule it around
what's good for you. So....
00:40:48:22 00:40:50:10 No, it's just--
00:40:52:22 00:40:56:08 l'm cooking here, okay?
l've got people coming over.
00:40:56:08 00:40:57:18 Oh, God, I'm sorry.
00:40:57:20 00:41:00:02 -l didn't mean....
-No, you never do.
00:41:00:15 00:41:02:18 Gwen, you never mean anything.
00:41:05:22 00:41:07:15 l have to go.
00:41:08:15 00:41:11:12 Lil, look,
l bet this one's really fast.
00:41:12:08 00:41:15:00 lt's just a table, stupid.
Leave it alone.
00:41:15:02 00:41:16:18 No. lt's a sled.
00:41:24:18 00:41:28:12 Well, l'm not a fan of
all soap operas. Just Santa Cruz.
00:41:28:15 00:41:33:00 l mean, it's just an incredible show.
l saw it the first time...
00:41:33:20 00:41:38:00 ...when l was hospitalized a while ago
after l got out of my first rehab.
00:41:38:02 00:41:40:08 There was this girl
on the show, Darian.
00:41:40:10 00:41:44:15 She was also hospitalized, and it was
like l was staring at myself.
00:41:44:15 00:41:48:02 l mean, not physically,
because l don't have the curly hair.
00:41:48:05 00:41:50:05 This whole thing
had happened with her.
00:41:50:08 00:41:53:05 She had actually been impregnated
by her brother...
00:41:53:08 00:41:58:05 ...but she obviously didn't know
it was her brother at the time.
00:41:58:10 00:42:01:18 And l don't have a brother.
But l have sisters.
00:42:01:18 00:42:04:05 So it's really sort of...
00:42:04:18 00:42:06:18 ...been an inspiration...
00:42:07:08 00:42:09:00 ...for me.
00:42:09:02 00:42:12:10 And it's really sort of
helped me stay sober...
00:42:12:18 00:42:14:08 ...off and on.
00:42:16:10 00:42:18:05 Mom, everything's okay.
00:42:21:05 00:42:22:15 Hey, Andrea.
00:42:31:10 00:42:32:15 Hey, Daniel.
00:42:35:02 00:42:36:18 Want to give me one of those?
00:42:36:22 00:42:38:12 Get your own.
00:42:39:00 00:42:40:12 All right, then.
00:42:46:08 00:42:49:05 Hey, Gary, can l bum a cig?
00:43:04:15 00:43:07:05 There she is. Hello, darling.
How are you?
00:43:11:05 00:43:14:00 -Christ!
-Oh, my God, what's that?
00:43:14:02 00:43:15:00 Nothing.
00:43:15:05 00:43:17:10 You poor thing!
What are they doing to you?
00:43:17:12 00:43:20:02 -l fell.
-ls that part of the therapy?
00:43:20:05 00:43:24:00 You poor baby.
l know, l'll get you home, darling.
00:43:24:10 00:43:26:20 -Everyone's asking after you.
-Like who?
00:43:26:22 00:43:29:12 Like Mrs. Lefkowitz from downstairs.
Remember?
00:43:29:15 00:43:31:15 -The non-talker?
-Five years, not a peep.
00:43:31:18 00:43:35:02 l'm crossing the lobby yesterday,
she looks at me and says:
00:43:35:02 00:43:38:22 ''Thanks God you got rid of that girl.
She's nothing but bad news.''
00:43:41:05 00:43:43:10 -That's not funny.
-Of course it's funny.
00:43:43:12 00:43:46:20 Anonymous strangers thinking
l'm bad news, that's not funny.
00:43:46:20 00:43:49:08 Everyone l've told has laughed
really hard.
00:43:49:12 00:43:51:10 -That's great.
-You need cheering up.
00:43:51:12 00:43:52:22 -l'll take you away.
-What?
00:43:53:02 00:43:55:18 Get away from these freaky people.
00:43:55:18 00:43:58:12 l don't want to leave--
Oh, God!
00:44:01:20 00:44:03:12 Here, have some cheese.