Hej My Dear Lovely Wife Cholticha,
Thanks for your mail, which turned my head up and down. Now it's Sunday morning 07:21 and I've Reading your latest mail several times and it gives me a lot of pain. Now I understand that you do not trust me and I'm not good enough to show you me feelings. I can only be the person I'm. I was planning to tell you about my latest time around my works, but I'm so tired and after your latest mail, I do not see any meaning of it.
About our wedding, there are several financial calculations made out from what you and your Lovely family made clear to me, and for me to be in line with the Thailand Culture I now to this March sallery made a complete Count down, which give me the result that this will be impossible for a lot of months.
I've have said it Before and say it again now, I do not want to stop you in your Life and I know you have alternatives. I'm only the person I'm.
Cholticha, you know what I feel, but after Reading your mail I feel tired and sad. I will have to take my punishment and try to go further out from that.
I will now go back to my bed and try to sleep some more hours, Before I will go down to my work again, because there are a lot of things which have to be finished tomorrow Monday.
Give my best greetings to your family and friends and to you Cholticha a long hug together with kisses.
Take care and be safe Cholticha,
Yours husband
Jan Gotthardsson-Jaipakdee