just wanna die man Like if you're not strong enough to stay with then don't be with me at a know that you've given me many chances, but I've never given up on you. I'm here trying my ass off to be a better person but you aren't accepting me for who l am. If you are reading this, you know who this message is towards to. But what am l to you? You want me to be "boyfriend material", well shit my bad I can't meet yourstandards. Sorry for being imperfect, but l do hope you find someone new who is BOYFRIEND MATERIAL. left gashes in my heart. You're in pain and guess you couldn't handle it anymore. Fine. If you choose to give up on me like that then fine. I just want to die really.