14:44 rene@yourway.ch thank you for the message and nice words. i think i understand very good. some words i have to look up later. smileface.
my childhood was similar. mother ill and father a drinker. so i feelt often lonely around my parents. i had to care for them. since i was i child i feel a general love all in all. no differences. i feel love even i am sad or angry. so love depends to me not to feel good in every moment, emotions change but love how i feel it is still here.
want to be with others near or far says more to me as love ideas how man people has.
to have a life-relationship that would means to me that two man stands for himself, feel happy to be close together without conditions that they are asked to have make the other happy. the happyness is yet in our own heart and it's wonderful to share it with another one. so it becomes more ligthful, like a dimmer effect when two atoms are dancing together. it's like dancing. both take care of themaelf, pf the other one, of the movement and the area around to dance figures more and more easily with a lot of pleasure to dance together. it'alloud to make mistakes and learn together how the could dance other figures as they are. each of them and both together.
so the feeling of love is unique for me. the love is the same. but every human has his own connection to that. that's why for me love could not compared, only lived. if both feel love how they understand it in their heart as an feeling that could not really picked up by words that others can get all what we feel, than it's true that this must be love.
it's nice for me to hear that you was following your heart to come back to krabi having a life that suits more to you as ina rush city like bangkok. i knew that you must be educated well, higher than i, i think ;-). for me to use the intelligence is not depended on the graduade of education. and the level into the community means less to me as one goes his own way to have a happy life with quality in it. years ago i got carrier and worked a lot. too much ;-). since 6 years i have my own company for coaching leaders in trusts and smaller companys. i created my own job:-)). since 9 month i tourn my business to have time for my art work. my heart ask me to do that, so i go for it. thailand was an impulse to live there in case of the cultural energ and to have the possibilility to live a simple (low cost) life that my money will be enougth for years up then when the business change will be sucessful happend. so indecided to live 'poor' to do what my heart tell me to do and in this way i am very riche. i sold all my stuff in switzerland and invested some money in new things that i need for my new part of life. i have a lot of ideas and possibillities what i could do, but i give time that the living way can show me how i am leaded and for what.
some words of mine.
at the end it is not so important to me to understand every word. i can only have an idea what do you want to tell me in case every human has his own language (the relationship and anderstanding to the words make this). so for me is more important to understand by feelings, by heart. and in this was i feel good with your word. it could happens that understand each other well when we meet each other soon in krabi. so i am looking forward to that.
have a nice day. i am sure you 'understand' what i mean. smileface.
14:51 rene@yourway.ch sorry of the mistakes. i hope you understand the sense of my words even it is not a perfect english and writing. i am a learner, the hole life :-)