changed my mind!!!! I just re-read it, the first time i skimmed through it but after re-reading it again, the realisation just hit me and so i don't want Meredith to die!!!! Why him? why Lidusis? Just Mikel, can't it be just Mikel! isn't he enough? can we have our cake and eat it too? Let's hope the author has a last ditch plan to spare both Meredith and Lidusis! I need tissues for the next coming chapter!