i think i wouldn't have had the nerve to pursue him to the point of giving up continuing on to high school, but
i think i would have gone to meet him on holidays, though,
using all my pocket money.
...however,
this and that are different stories, i tell you.
the feeling of wanting to show that guy what i can do just won't disappear!
no matter what happens.
not untill i attain my ambition!