so nice to read your respose sirorat. one is never to sure about who theyre are with although one can be optimistic as i am and hold out until theyre blue in the face as i have done when i was young. its very healthy and rewarding to have a good sexual relationship n im im as monagamis as they come iv only had one parter in the last twelve years with a woman of budism beleafs. but i deserve a daily commiting loving relationship . her desire is 2-3 times a month iv had beaituful relationships with great girls only to end up as friends without daily commitments. im an honest experienced hopeless romantic and seeker of love for the long term. but forever is a long time and anyway to be free you cant be owned by anyone.we are always learning must remain honest with ourselves. i guess i wish i was married but happiness is more important.ild love to try a relationship with someone loyal and nice like you you are lovely and seem very sweet but only time can be our ruler, i realize. i always give 100% but only recieved 100% back tree times for a two year terms in my entire life. i can be a servant everyday for the same in return from a loyal beauty such as yourself. taking care of you in everyway as you would be in my heart and part of me the biggest part of me , hopefuly endlessly. your intension ate worthy of a princes statue and you should trust in yourself to make good decisions for yourself and only you. and dont fear true love youll know when you see it even if its not forever it shouldnt hurt you or reduce you selfworth.., im sure you have met worthy individuals or will as you get older, your friend Paul