my dear i just want to let you know

my dear i just want to let you know what i have been doing here since today as mum ask me to let you know if you can be able to assist me but i,m shy to let know before i decide to share with you because there's no harm on trial.
it is too heavy in my mouth to ask you for this little help regarding the balance of their agreement and agent fee but as things are to me now, i don't have any other person to ask for this, i hope you will understand my situation here . Even as am trying to type this message, it takes me so many time before i pick the courage to ask you for help,

i,m written this email from one of the internet cafe near the bank i manage to withdraw some money this morning as i,m really worried of being with you today but i have a little delay regarding the charges that i should settle with the contract agent company, before the ministry of works will sign the contract and release the fund to me. I was informed to pay a 5% contract agreement and agent fee of 28,925usd which was signed and agreed by the contract agent here who got the job for me and without paying them complete i might lost this contract since the contract still open for other people please my dearest one hear my request....


It was very unfortunate that I did not expect this earlier, and Malaysia is just a remote country from where I can have no access to my bank account in London.I have tried many times to see if I could make any withdrawal from my bank account but found it difficult. Luckily someone directed me at one international bank here which is HSBC and i was able to make withdrawal from my saving account this morning but i could not access my fixed deposit account


The total money to be release to me after they sign the contract is 3,300,000usd but they will pay me part payment of 2,300,000usd then the rest of 1,000,000usd should be paid when the contract is completed,the agent and agreement fee is 28,92500usd I have paid 16,000usd before limit to withdraw is over due my corresponded bank are not here in Malaysia and i tried to let my mum know about my situation, my mum promise to empty her pocket once in the morning time in UK to send me 6,000usd from the money i dropped for her feeding before leaving over there, although, she is worried. My friend promise to help me with 4,000usd Am still looking for the balance of 2,500usd if you can be able to help me so that i can be able to sign this contract ,hope you know that what i,m doing here is for our future and God may use this to try our faith before we can be able to meet in each other in person ,
I don’t want to tell you about this but my mum task me to let you know as part of my family and my promise giving to you is that you will never regret why helping or knowing me in the future. Please my dear,keep on praying for me,let God intervene for us, i don,t mind to give you 30% for the total amount of money so that i won,t lost this contract because the contract still open for other people.
i promise to make you happy forever and give you the best of my love not looking after myself but for your needs and the needs of others so that God will bless our efforts

remember that God's blessing may come as a surprise and how much you receive depends on how much your heart can believe,i do believe that God want to try our faith and a trial are not reason's to give up but a challenge to improve our lives,it is not an excuse to back out but an inspiration to move on and claim God;s promises,honey please forgive me by disturbing you with my problem,i promise that you will never regret why knowing me in the future and this year is a greatest year for us..
even though you don,t have all just let me know how much you can be able to lend me maybe i will sell my watch to complete the rest,in case if you really want to support me just let know so that i will send you my agent account number in thailand because he have bank account in Thailand so that it will be easy for you to transfer without charges...hope to hear from you my lovely one as i really want to be with you and have a first date with you...
yours faithfully