I don't dare to write full sentence

I don't dare to write full sentences because I shy you.

I apply for a boyfriend.

irst, I want to thank you for your friend request. I'm glad to have you as my friend. I took you as my friend since I met you Plam :)
Thank you for your long message, it was nice to read it :)
When I read your message, I said to myself, "Wow, Plam is the same as I!" It pleases me.
Thank you again for the compliments, you are so kind.

Yes, I never had a girlfriend in my life. But maybe I had a girlfriend in a past life, who knows :D You wrote "... I apply for?" I don't understand this, what do you mean?

I wish you a pleasant night :)