You angry with me?I don't know why

You angry with me?
I don't know why I say
I don't know why I wait for you to read your mail every day.
I don't know why I think about you all the time.
Every time I open my mail and didn't see your mail I feel sad and want to cry.
I've never been interested in men, I just read only.
Never talk every day and special every time. But I am waiting for you only now.
Beautiful doesn't help everything for me.