There's nothing left to take, but I

There's nothing left to take, but I still try to reach
Try to swallow it all down, yet I can't seem to breathe
Just a single pill of mine, nothing else will suffice
I take it in, now I'm alive

My phone it set on lock and I don't really care
There's a tangle and a knot that I just can't repair
I'm a tragedy, I'm ugly, I'm trying to hide
I say "Hello then wave "Goodbye"

See me fall down
Let me die here
Slowly

Nothing goes right
Not a trace
Of honesty

I'm to blame
So I'll remain

'Black', 'white', 'day', 'night'
It's all the same

See it run down
Cut away
No worries

Say no more
I can surely say that I've 'had enough'
I still refuse to believe