I have not been on a date with a ma

I have not been on a date with a man even once.
My boyfriend has a touch of the first day he raped me. As before, we just talk on the phone. Or Mail. But the tenth consecutive year. He wanted me to say that I love him because he waited too long. Did you know that it is very difficult for me. He asked me, he does not hang from noon until the day I say I pity him because he is very patient. However, I regret that he raped me, it makes he proud that he was the first man of me. He says that I am different from other women. He wants me to live with him, but I moved to a dormitory for women. He is very angry with me.