I try to put this feeling into word

I try to put this feeling into words, but failed miserably. This feeling of being both scared and at peace. As the days continue to pass, my interest for you continues to grow. I never thought i had the capacity to feel this way to anybody as much as i do towards you right now. Yet, my trust for you continues to mature, growing beyond the realm of my heart... It seems that you have become the fiber of my soul, the very reason for my existence and i try to give much of my time to you.