Hi Som, I hope you're having a very good day. You should not worry about how you look now, I know how you looked before, and I know how you will look again. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, my whole life I have been a treasure hunter I have always been able to see the true beauty that lies within. The beautiful person that you are in the inside will come out on the outside believe in me. Even me, I have my bumps and bruises from the world inside and out. But just like you, I am wonderful on the inside. Do not worry silly girl of mine, my love for you will not change, only grow stronger. So, Som, only one more day of work for me, 3 more for you. And then the moment of truth will come, we will be face to face. But I believe we will not run away from each other but instead towards each other. All we can do is fix ourselves up the best we can for each other. Nobody is perfect in this world, the very differences is what makes us beautiful to each other. Even me I worry that you runaway too because 2 days of travel will make me look tired. But in a short time thereafter both of us will feel better. And the true Glow of our love for each other will shine through. So do me a favor, take a few more pictures of yourself send them to me. I will look and give you my honest opinion. But I know you are beautiful do not worry my love. You are already my wife you need only take my hand and walk together in the future. We should not worry so much about each other but put our faith in God, he will make everything work out wonderfully. I love you my sweet wife to be, Timmy. P.S. Take some pictures while you're at work today send them to me :)