Its hard losing the people you feel

Its hard losing the people you feel as if you wont be able to live without. I love you papaw! "Nothing will ever break the special bond we have" i remember when you would tell me that all the time... i miss your talks! There was nothing in the world like them! Its not easy trying to be strong. When in reality you feel like the weakest person alive. You took me in when my own daddy refused to do so. Nobody will ever understand the relationship we had/have! Id do anything just to hear you say that you love me one last time!
I love you so so so much papaw!