All my embarrassing things mostly h

All my embarrassing things mostly happen because of my bullies and their brothers. But out of all, the most embarrassing moment is when two out of five made me very embarrassed, is when they teased me by saying I loved someone who I met in first grade, but he was in second grade. Ever since, even if they are my bullies, I still am on my search for their friendship because I believe once he was my friend. But even if they are mean, I can be meaner, but only if I am very, very mad and if I am in a very bad mood and I am often both