what do you want other people to th

what do you want other people to think about you?
I am a lively and impassible
If people do not know me may think that I'm arrogant. Because I do I rarely speak and not know what to say and talk about.
When I was a little girl I am shy and craven.
But When I Grow Up. I have a friend. It gives me more courage.
I want to let other people do not see me arrogant.
But I just do not know how to start the conversation.
Sometimes I was quite keep emotions inside because I am impressionable and fear angry.
I just want him to know that I was feeling.
I want other people to think me that I'm not arrogant and I am cheerful, funny, friendly, and care about others.
But sometimes I do not show it clearly that I cared for them. It is often regarded as less interested in it.
I want to let other people see that I'm clever and admiration in me.
In terms of the dress I'm quite fat . I was not dressed well. I am a girl who lives comfortably. But sometimes it is look unfashionable.
I try to dress to look better. So I want people to see me some great looks.
I like listening to K-pop.
But in Thailand it does not have a good response rate from adult.
I want them to look that I like K-pop, it's not trivial.
It is what I like I want everyone to understand me.
this last, I'm a girl with mixed emotions, whether anger, sadness, loneliness, boredom, fun and cheerful.