Darling i don't really understand what you mean by open phase? i have told you before that am always committed with my work, but i do make our time to write message to you everyday, I want you to feel free to talk to me on the phone any day, any time. also there is so much I want to tell you, a lot has been running through my head lately, I keep thinking about the future, about life, and what I want out of it. I keep thinking about us and what this relationship means to me.I keep thinking about these things and I realize that you are my future and nothing can stop us from our destiny, I want you to fall asleep on my chest listening to the beat of my heart and know it beats for you I want you to be the first thing I see when I wake up and the last thing I see when I go to sleep. i love you