I'm so sorry for replying so so late!!! Was helping my mom with some work just now.
You are really very very sweet LllkhawpunIII! Do you know what I like best about you? It's your honesty and openness. I feel like I can trust you with anything because you tell me how you feel. Thank you very very much.
You said you're alone and you feel lonely sometimes. How come you don't have a boyfriend? You seem like a very nice person. Also, do you have close friends who you can talk to?
I don't usually feel lonely on days that I go to university because I'm so busy. But on holidays the loneliness is almost unbearable because I don't really have any close friends in uni. Everyone is very good to me,I'm just not very close to anyone. I think it might be because I don't drink and don't like to go to bars like all the other guys. But really I think it's because I'm so busy studying I don't get time to hang out with anyone that much.
I have never had a girlfriend even though some girls do like me. I think they like me because I get good grades, but I don't want someone to like me because of that. I just don't want to hurt anyone by being their boyfriend if I don't love them. I've seen too many girls get hurt because of love. I don't want to be someone who does the same thing.
You are going shopping tomorrow? No university tomorrow? Anyways, enjoy yourself and take good care of yourself.
Finally, yes I do sleep late. Usually about 2-3am. If you're not yet sleepy you can message me. Just DON'T message me if you're not feeling well.
Thanks for being my really good friend. I really appreciate it. It feels really good having someone care about you.