I feel bad that you're scared. I wa

I feel bad that you're scared. I want you to feel secure. You're the first person I think of when I wake up and the last one I think of before I sleep. That's another reason why I wouldn't be mad if you found somebody else. A real relationship has security. If you had someone close and they made you feel secure, that is what you deserve, honey. That is why I can't have expectations of you. I love you and your freedom and your needs are part of that. I just want you to be happy... even if it's with someone else. That's how much I love you. It's beyond any ideals of what love "should" be. It's not selfish. I just want you to be satisfied with whatever it is that makes you feel happy