Dear, it has really been a long tim

Dear, it has really been a long time I really feel this way. The feeling of loving someone so deep. I didn't really trust relationship having encounter failure in my past relationship. I still remember the first time when I started have feeling for you, I couldn't believe it. I tried to avoid it.

Finally I decide to took out my courage and that is by coming to Thailand to meet you. Before coming, I was feeling really scared. I'm scared, real scared but I tried to hide it. But through the period of having you by my side, I know that you are the one for me. Although I may not really like taking photos or keeping souvenir but on the actual fact, everything is already stored in my mind, all the beautiful memories that we have together.

Times really flies, one split second you are no longer beside me. Yesterday when it is time for me to leave you, I really can't bear to leave you. Seeing you taking one step away from me at a time really pains me. How I wish I could have a longer time together with you. The moment I couldn't see u, I feel like at loss, don't know what I should do next.

Dear, although this trip seem to be tiring, but nevertheless, I really enjoy myself. Really thanks for all the things you have done for me. Thank you my dear. I'm not someone who is perfect, but one thing for real is that my love for u is real, only you. Just like hours ago when I could not see you in line, I was so scared, scared that you are leaving me. Dear promise me u will only love me and no one else ok?? I love u my sweet laopo.