I did't have a shock that to knew w

I did't have a shock that to knew what your dreams.
But I got a little shocked that to knew, You just thinking of me when you dreams only.!!
If you not dream of me, I have not value to you and do not mean anything in your mind.
I don't understand what you really really think about me..???
I have wondered many times you stop to contact me. and then why you still come back to contact again.
For what,,, ???? That It's hard to expect about our relationship. I feel very tired.
If you do not really want or acceptant me in your life.. Please stop for every things.