To be sure about me, maybe you can understand for wat i do that with stephanie. If you have living a great storry with somebody and you stop you can't refuse to try again to solve trouble because if you don't do that you can't be completely free in your head. To be short if i need to do with you wat i do with Stephanie i never say no ! I don't want to leave you again , but i want to be honnest and i don't know if you like the belgium live but sure i want to try beacause i never stop to love you ! You know me really well and i say to you lot of things then i never say to anybody. Wat you know about me is real and you can feel that ! ( i know ) Yes i say then i sofer about the distance and it's true ! To be honnest my dream is to have you with me for ever, close to me . With the time i feel then you sofer too and this idea is not acceptable for me because i love you. At this time i have the idea then you are in better place with your parent in Thailland . At this time i would like to say then i stop to love you.( but never i fine the way to lie you about that ) After i try to forget you but i can't . Finaly Stephanie ask me to try again and i look maybe a solution.... I m wrong .. If you remember all the time i need to say to you no problem i fine solution, and everytime you say then it's not possible. I feel also the doubt on you and it's killing me . .The trouble is verry simple , i need you with me in Belgium. It's this fact then i want to solve with you like a duo. We are different and i m proud about that . And i m more proud again if we can fine a solution to be together. Every time i look pictures from my travel in Thailand. And when i see pictures from your country or about your familly , i m sad because i miss everybody from your familly. Also you need to know something, my kids are well and i promess to Sacha & Camille to come inThailand soon . This year in springs she ask me to go to Thailand and not go to Italy .... My answer is , i prefere also to go to Thailand but we need to wait the good moment ...