of course fully understand your feeling.. frankly speaking i also really don't want any other guys to hug you.. never want.. but no other choice for your study at this moment.. i understand everything.. but feeling..but pls don't worry.. hiro san ojiisan business guy, not young guy.. understand reality.. thus just want to pray your happiness and hope everything is going for you hopefully soon.. and continue to believe in you.. this is only thing i can do for you..