I've come accident. It makes my fut

I've come accident. It makes my future plans broken. When the last new year. How do I use my money to go to the cwith the ex and we agreed that they bear my expenses instead. Now, game over for me. and I’ve lost everything and i will not back to him Even he will try to do everything. becouse I have my pride of youself. This is cost why ? i have to work hard