If we are not having time for mercy

If we are not having time for mercy and practicing love with dog in front of our breakfast room, we can not be saved, we have made big sin, being selfish. That is a test of monastery life: everybody just come to be saved ( i talk about women who bring food to monk just to be "saved" because of tradition , but if i tell them : let us give something to that bleeding dog, they lie: that dog has owner!!!)and nobody want to save other beings.
For me that was so hypocrisy, nobody to practice Buddha love
I think if you have such a long time for Buddha, why don't you go to real forest temple, faraway from home, go to north like all Ajarns do.
Maybe i am strict more then you, but if i am a man one year in wat, i would do the real practice, there is nothing ascetic in the city!
So, you would be stronger and respect more our love, when practice is finished.
Do you respect my lesson and my view?