I don't know why i love her so much

I don't know why i love her so much.
she's perfect for everyone and her personality is really good.
i miss her every time but she has boyfriend alrealy.
i can't believe that, i'm always late or this is god's plan
if it is, i need to ask you god "Are you kidding me ?"
that's not funny.
i'm just a little boy i need love,
need someone who love me