I want you so much... I wanna only

I want you so much... I wanna only you...i honest with you..but i just feel so lonely because i miss you very very much...I’ve never feel with who anybody like this before.. I’m so happy time being around you...You are meant to me....but since you go to Phuket...Actions and your words make give me not sure that you like me...you do not care about my feelings...I decided to cut from you...That is the reason why. i delete you because I want to forget you..every time I see you I feel sad...If you know more than me...You will find that .I am a fun,..funny,..good mood..I do not want sad. Because it was not me.....*********me give you decision...ask feel for yourself...you want me or like me or not..If you say "yes"..I will change myself for you again...because if you say "yes" it make give me sure!! you still want me and i can wait you..And understand you really now...And henceforth. I would not be silly to you...Not disturb you when you work...but if you say "no"...I request permission to remove you out......And this would be the problem last time that I will send to you. I just want to understand everything clearly ... is just that.