Hello My darling Som,How can I ever

Hello My darling Som,



How can I ever Thank God for the grace to send me someone like you to share everything with me, to rely on, to have confidence. Even now without having ever met, you show so much trusty in me that overwhelms me.


You cannot imagine how much I prayed and asked God for sending me the partner he meant for me during the last months. When I finally decided to surrender, not to force anything, not taking any actions, you came into my life my dear, totally unexpected. And from the beginning I felt that there was something different about it, the way you think, the way you write. I could not believe that it was meant for me to be granted so much grace and favor. I have been busy preparing for my trip to Malaysia this week been 9th of November being Saturday OK.


It is just my wish to please you and live according to your wish dear. And it makes me so happy that I have found in you everything I wish. In humbleness I will live, being grateful and obedience towards my beloved wife. It will be my honor and pleasure with you because I know how sincere you are, Knowing that I will be so happy to agree to you and follow you. And for me, being humble without showing pride.


It will be such a pleasure to share everything together; it will be so wonderful to spend the rest of my life with you together, to learn with you together and to share daily life. And everything will be great for us and we can give good example to people around us.
My dear, I am so excited for knowing that all is going smoothly with you, hardly I can tell you. And I am ready to wait on the occasion of our meeting soon. Let us be happy and grateful about meeting personally and having the chance to talk and share everything soon, to get to know each other and spending time together in a decent way. I write these lines knowing that you are out there at the moment so far away from me but feeling you are so close to my heart and hoping that sooner we would be allowed to sleep next to each other, feeling the nearness and warmth of each other and feeling so happy, snug and grateful for that, full of confidence in each other. (Smile) Darling, it touches my heart so much to read about your deep feelings, of giving me insight to them and your thoughts and your deeply rooted and upright faith in me. You are all I have been dreaming for. And I just cannot believe that indeed there is someone like you with such upright, intense and sincere feelings. I feel like a child marveling at a miracle. I am so proud of you, my dear. It will be so wonderful to be there for each other, to learn and grow together in our den. I cannot imagine more honor than living by your side in great modesty, being devoted to you, sharing with you all joy and all sorrow and making your life bright. I feel already so much love for you my darling.. But I pray to God to help me in being a good husband to fulfill my roles as loving, caring and patience husband and father even more, making you happy always and giving you the best of my love not looking after myself but for your needs and the needs of others so that God will bless our efforts. I am so amazed and grateful having received all your mails. I do love the way you are my dear and just don't know what to say. I feel moved by your deep faith and confidence.
I feel so imperfect compared to you. I am so much lucky to have you, and more than happy to have such a sincere and pious partner by my side and be more than willing to surrender to you knowing that whatever decision you are going to make you will do for the sake of me and you. I have the impression that you are so wonderful. As I close my eyes to rest, I imagining how wonderful it will be sleeping together, seeing and feeling each other, looking in each other’s eyes. I imagined tracing so softly the beloved lineaments of your face with my finger as being amazed that you will indeed be there beside me, to make that wonder real to me and also honey i called you but you do not pick up my calls missing you so much that is why i call you. honey call me if you see my mail ok and also you can call me any time you want to call me ok i want to hear your voice too. No matter how busy I am, I will always provide my time to write to you and looking forward to see you soon. I love you with all my heart and very much appreciated your sincere kindness. I trust you. Although you might be asking yourself, why this man has all this trust in you? Well, the answer is, you are a gift for me this year. I have been seeking for someone out there who meant for me.


Someone I will spend the rest of my life with. And that person is you dear. There is no doubt about it. My own promise for you is that I will never let you down because you are mine forever. Knowing you has brought a great joy in my life. Finally my dear, please keep in touch.


I’m here praying for my trip and for us darling. Although, we are a bit far from each other now, but I want you to know that you are in my heart every moment of the day. How I wish, I can support you as I do not want you to be alone there without me. I have heard all you said in your mails. I will inform you once I arrive in Malaysia and how long I will be there and will also update you earlier when if am coming to meet you. I want to discuss with you about our future and know when you are ready to come over to UK. I am always here for you. Take care always and Let nothing distract our mind. We should focus on the future. God bless you. Miss you so much. My Mum sent her regards to you. She is happy with you and also she wants to meet you in future, honey i miss you so much too.


Cheers. Kevin