Thanks Mam, I understand, I'm well

Thanks Mam, I understand, I'm well aware of the problems and sorrow drinking can bring. My father was a drinker and I grew up that way. Sad as it is my Dad did finally get help and get sober. Then he never drank again and we had a good family life. It just took time and the right frame of mind to do it. I'm praying Josh will see this time after losing so much that he has to stop and get sober and have a good life, like my Dad did. Josh can do this with help and I believe he is ready this time. I understand how bad it was for you and I'm so sorry you had to endure this. I know he loves you even if he has made you sad many times. I believe he will get better this time. I know it's not going to be a quick wellness and he will never be able to drink again. Not even one beer. If he has one it lead to another and another and then he is lost. He knows this. He is in the hospital now and told me to tell you he can't reach out to you while there. But I will keep you informed if you want me to. He will be in the hospital for about 5 days and then he will go to a rehab for 28 days. After that he will be going to a sober house to live where they have therapy and life skills and he will be tested for drinking and drugs so he will have to stay sober. If he drinks or takes drugs they will kick him out. He will be doing this for a while and they will evaluate him on his progress. He will still have a case worker who will work with him and try and get him to understand why he drinks and how to cope with things instead of using drinking to make him feel better. I'm not sure how long this will take, but I'm vey proud of him to have put himself in this therapy and willing to take as much time as the doctors and therapist tell him he needs. He will not be coming to live with us because we can't help him like the sober house facility can. I will pray that he gets better soon and will be able to come out and get a job and live a happy and productive life like he should and deserves. He is much stronger than we realize and usually when he puts his mind to do something he does it. He has shown me many times as a young child and man that when he wants something really bad he can and will make it happen. I think he will do this just don't know how much time it is going to take. He has told me he knows this is the worst he has ever been and knows it much stop or he is going to die and lose all his family. I will do all I can to help him but not let him come here till he is well. Please take care of yourself and I will talk to you later.