I'm not gonna sit here.. and feel f

I'm not gonna sit here.. and feel fucking pathetic and beg for forgiveness when I didn't even do anything.
I SHOULDNT BE FUCKING CRYING FOR THIS CRAP RIGHT NOW.
IT'S GODDAMN EMBARASSING.

I just wish I never said anything about it at all.
Cause then it would've stayed what it was, NOTHING...
I'm sorry PLEASE forgive me.