oh my darling, i am very sorry for what you are going through now and am sick that i cant be of help. i will like you to chose a man closed there with you and love because i dont think i will make it okay, i will send you messages when ever i have chance okay, try to get a man that can satisfy you there sexually because i cant again,i am a old man, my dick cant work well again. look for a young man there okay.i wish you good luck in finding a man okay.thanks for understanding, bye sweetheart,always in my heart