I 'm sorry for what I have done . I

I 'm sorry for what I have done . I'm sorry for making you feel annoyed . I know I've done something so bad.I know I was wrong. I know you're tired with me and I will not blame anyone except myself. All problems that happened just because of me .. I 'm sorry for everything .However , the only thing I want to say is that I'm always happy when I talk with you. I can smile and laugh thanks to you .More importantly. you make me feel happy whenever I miss you .Our previous relationship is mean so much to me. I 'm constantly serious and sincere with it . Every time I say I miss you ,it always come from the bottom of my heart because I care you too much. I don't want everything from you except your love and you caring.you are the only one who means to me. Whenever I wake up , I miss you firstly and want to know whether you are wake up,what are you doing . I miss everything you are and see your pictures everyday . I like your smile and eyes so much that they can usually make me feel happy .I know my English is so terrible . Chatting with you sometimes, I have to spend a lot of time translating and thinking whether I understand,resulting in answering to you so lately.We are in separated corner of the world where is different thinking,cultures and languages from each other. I 'm never tired and bored to learn something new from you.you are the one who makes me feel happy all the time and I'm so delighted that you come to my life.I only hope that we can talk with each other as we used to again , be happy together. I 'm ready to draw any lesson from my past mistake. Anyway , If you don't want to , I will admit that and respect your decision.
Please know that I'm always be there whenever you need,want to talk with you,will not forget you. I'm still be the person who boost your morale. For me , you are in my feeling , my memories and my heart ' forever' .