Nicha,I have never lied to you, whe

Nicha,I have never lied to you, when I tell you I love you... I do so with my whole heart. I could not sleep last night because I felt like such a bad man, you are the very best thing to come into my life and I don't really want to lose that at all. I remember your face every time I close my eyes as your picture is burnt into my brain. I want you with my whole heart ,it was just I do not know how to tell you or talk to you about how I feel. This is purely our language difference and only that.
Your daughter is the most person in the world , I really know that and I was being so selfish. She is so lucky to have you as a mother and your parents as her guardians.
The truth is that I booked to come to Thailand yesterday to arrive on the 11th of November. I did not book accommodation in Bangkok but told my friends that I wanted to stay in Pattaya and so I booked a hotel there for 4 nights. The reason I did this was I was going to ask you if we could just have a dinner date and talk to you. I wanted to tell you how sorry I was to hurt you and your family and to tell you that I do not want any other woman in my life except Nichaaon Pongsai.
If nothing else from this drama, all of the truth has come out in our conversation and you write to me from your heart, please believe me you have never never done anything wrong it was me to be jealous of a child...that shows me that I do have a bad character. I know truly that Cherry is your daughter and if I love you ,I must also accept and love her as my daughter too. I really did just want to get to know the real Nicha first.
I want you so much in my life Nicha that it burns my stomache even now just thinking of you and not being beside you. If you and your family will accept me back into your life I will never let you down again. I do love you and only you so much. If you do want to see me again I am yours and yours forever.Rob