I do not know how to speak or greet

I do not know how to speak or greet you. Because of my sentences to send to you, it is different with every day that passed., But what you want to say but can not because it would make you annoyed or angry with me. I hope I will meet you again, I do not want gifts or valuables or money you if I told you that I want anything from you, I know you will not believe, I do not expect you to be responsible. or fed me to your heart's the only one I want.