If I just tell her, [I have fallen for you again, please be my wife], it doesn't feel exactly right.
Besides, I really am scared of what Eris would do. I don't get what she's thinking at all. Like, what's she keeping to herself? The Eris I used to know would just inconsiderately say whatever she wants.
[Rudeus! I love you! Let's get married! Come to my bed tonight! Don't even think about getting any sleep! Rudeus belongs only to me!]
Things like that.
Yet, she said nothing. Not even talking to herself. Just silence.