I still can not accept that we have

I still can not accept that we have to break up. I'm sadness and I regret it a great feeling that we ever had. I do not understand you, You just not able to come to me in December. That does not mean we need to break up. Next year I might go visit you. Why did you give up on us as easily this way. I really don't understand it. About your job why you always scared everything. i think what is meant to be will always find its way ,,always so be patient, you never know what the future holds, don't make one thing happen, if you feel some thing better has yet to present itself and you should live your life without worrying anything at all and always positive if you always think you will fail So Do you know you are fail since you did not start.