This explains how my feels right no

This explains how my feels right now...
That's stupid, I know, But I don't know how to be fine when I'm not.
I was had a many questions to asked, how you feel about me, just sometimes that emptiness are killing me. Do you loved me? Cared me?
I think that It's easy If you really want to tell me know. but you think it too hard to say. We just take to put aside our feelings and let it be!! But I'm not strong enough...
If I could just ask you one thing, that would be it. "Can you explains to how deep in your loved with me?