I don't know how to explain the pos

I don't know how to explain the position of the people in the Thailand.
We are different from you guys.
I don't have much money and I did not need.
In the past I've told you that.
I have to talk care of my mother and my children .
I don't have the money to spend on personal matters.
But it was not about anything you would need to take care of me. I understand you.
But what I'm asking you.
Whether the cost of learning English or even telephone.
It is imperative for us.
I don't have to be extravagant.
I just worry maybe if i go to Udon and we will not talking.
I can not stand it because I will miss you a lot and you'll miss me too.
And you know what you should do?